What a summer with Taylor, sweating profusely in the basement studio and feeling this song like no other. It’s about getting too drunk and doing things you regret too often. Not remembering what you’ve said. Coming to terms with your own demons. I spent so long putting the words to this, finding the melodies. It came together so differently because there was never any guitar skeleton from which to work from. Tay was like bro please finish this. It had to be right, had to make a car shake.
lyrics
[Verse 1]
I left out the house and locked up the door
And looked at the phone like what is it for
I tripped by the pool and bled on the floor
And told you I would walk back home
Like forty miles, drunk, alone
Somewhere in the night I turn to
And I would say anything if it hurt you
Sleep it off and start tomorrow
Words and gestures I have borrowed
From some other time
[Pre-Chorus]
I get lost as a matter of habit
Only want it if I can’t have it
Three days out and I’m already crashing
I want it like, picture perfect, instant classic
[Chorus]
Something in the way you moved
Stayed all night or left a room
Riddled white dress that I woke up with
Things I said that I never meant
Cross your heart and hope to die
Fade into the light
I want it like this one way
And no other will do
Tried to say, I couldn’t tell you
[Pre-Chorus]
I get lost as a matter of habit
Only want it if I can’t have it
Three days out and I’m already crashing
I want it like, picture perfect, instant classic
[Chorus]
Something in the way you moved
Stayed all night or left a room
Riddled white dress that I woke up with
Things I said that I never meant
Cross your heart and hope to die
Fade into the light
I want it like this one way
And no other will do
Tried to say, I couldn’t tell you
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